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Monday, May 01, 2006

Walks Down Angell Street

On random days like todayI miss those walks down Angell Street...

…the ridiculous parrot green chappals and the one size too small teal shirt I over wore that had Eeyore lazily lounging on the top left languidly declaring “wild thing”.
…the butterfly keychain that held my apartment keys uncomfortably poking my left thigh
…the detours for Subway on SubTuesdays, the tuna sandwich with extra pickle and vinegar
…the rattle of keys while I fumbled with the lock and balanced the stuff in my hand
…the slight creak of the door…the push it required to be nudged over the beige carpet

…being welcomed by my familiar apartment smell, a mixture of carpet deodorizing powder from yesterday’s vacuum, the air still faintly reminiscent of scented candle from Illuminations burning till the wee hours last night, and the inescapable aroma of desi food that exists in a space all its own no matter how much you air it out

…the evening cup of Grande Caramel Macchiatto across the street at Starbucks while working on tomorrow’s assignments. Rushing back home for Maghrib and leaving behind everything at Starbucks without a worry in the world!
The occasional episodes of ridiculous Disney Channel TV series.

…the phone calls from back home and the occasional uplifting overseas conversations with old friends

…the mundane simplicity of everyday routine and the non-complex relationships…


…wow.
Memorable yet simple days when songs were just songs , didn’t have a million memories attached to them. Weren’t reminiscent of so much more.
When fewer words had very deep associations attached to them.

Thankful for all those walks up Waterman Avenue, leading up to Thayer…

Walks down Angell Street…

Seems like another lifetime.

8 Comments:

  • You had Angell, where ever that is, i had tanglewilde.
    Also holcombe, which is more a road then a street but gosh the memories buried under teh asphalt there...
    and Wesrhiemer, sigh. Oh and the american version of barkat market on Hillcroft.

    But mor ethan anything else, its the set of keys, isn't it? Tha apartment key and the mail box key and the car key, maybe even one for the laundry room. Indepenedence they declared loud and clear.
    Sigh, you made me miss america. THe memories which aren't bitter in the least and comprise most of the days spent there.
    Thank you for that.
    Thank you.

    By Blogger Phitaymaun, at Tuesday, May 02, 2006 7:13:00 PM  

  • Also, i wish our lives entwined at some point so i could actually know what you're talking about instead of just having this wierd insight into what you mean.
    But i suppose it's more charming this way.

    By Blogger Phitaymaun, at Tuesday, May 02, 2006 7:14:00 PM  

  • Well…ya absolutely crazy day….
    Damn logo that I worked on for seemingly forever for a hypothetical bookstore café(Karachi mein agar…my dream come true) got completely wiped out from the face of this earth…saved backups aren’t working either…the damn flash disk pay save keya howa bolta hai not a valid document…uss zaleel file ka daddy naheen ho ga valid document..kuttay ki dumm.
    Arggggh.
    And I don’t know what relevance my aggravation had to any of the comments here but I just felt like it.
    And im not going to explain why im rambling.
    And I’m sick of explaining things ACHA??!!! Meri marzi…I just feel like randomly babbling…masla hai kissi kay saath??! Aargh.
    Sorry not meant for anyone…I guess I am on the warpath.,,steer clear…none of this is meant for anyone…

    So I’m back to working on the damn logo. Listening to puranay Indian songs…after a very very long time…sappy walay Indian movie songs…that are saved in the playlist I’ve titled classics…aap ki ankhoon mein kuch mehkay howay say raaz, kya yahi pyaar hai, sagar kinare, agar tum na hotay… variety. etc.

    Ya apartment key, mailbox key…basement/laundry room…no car keys, bus pass… ya we’re on the same track…

    And yes there are times and days when I wish our paths had entwined…I know what you mean… somehow it seems we’re strangely connected. Hmm..charming this way…maybe… I suppose…but there are times when I wouldn’t mind your tangible existence in my life as ‘my’ friend…not just expressome’s… don’t worry if u don’t get what Im saying…just that no one knows me as ‘expressome’ . It’s strange what I’m saying. It’s a strange day.

    Angell Street…Providence, Rhode Island.

    By Blogger expressome, at Tuesday, May 02, 2006 10:26:00 PM  

  • :) YOur comment reads like a journal entry. Which t me says that you've grown very comfrotable with you blog and your alter ego. Its all good though, but the day you start having meaningful convos with thin air, or find some shadows leaning into touch you, i;d say find a therapist quickly ')
    Nae, in all honesty i had a warm fuzzy feeling creeping over as i read your comment. Similiar to the one we feel when a really young child says something incredibly cute THe awwwwwwwwww kind of feeling, you know?
    Khair, got nothing else to do so i;m going to eat up your webspace some. Hope you don't mind.
    So Rhode Island huh? Always had this incrdibly romantic visions of what life must be like in RI, never even got to visit eventhough i really wanted to. IN my world, having lived there qualifies you as being lucky. IN your world there may be different criteria for luck though, so thts a very mypoic compliment. But a compliment nonetheless.
    Any way its good enuff for now to know expressome and how her mind contemnplates how to hide meaning beneath her words. Maybe its written in the stars that the next one falling will join our horizons.
    Will just have to wait and see, huh?

    By Blogger Phitaymaun, at Saturday, May 06, 2006 11:25:00 AM  

  • hahahha.....i kindda lost it in the last comment...didnt i? computer issues make me go MAAADDD

    I'm quite comfortable with expressome…but not comfortable with people who know me knowing expressome as well, it’s too complicated to begin explaining..or maybe im just sick of “explaining”…and u probably don’t even need an explanation.
    ...and ya dont worry i'll definitely seek help the day I think angels are whispering in my ear and butterflys flying outta drawers...HAHahhahahhahaha ( actuallly this is the newest joke, yesterday some crazy moron came to give an 'inspirational talk' and this is what he talked about...besides the whole lecture being an ode to himself...this was what he talked about. (was quite puke inducing actually but we’re gonna be getting quite some laughs out of it for a long time)

    Rhode Island was amazing…
    Isn’t that the feeling that came across through my post?
    …I probably glorified even the mundane everyday things…but its not just nostalgia…it was also the appreciation of an non complex, uncomplicated time in life… sure there were a million issues…but not the same kind…that’s probably what evoked the post in the first place.

    Rhode Island…wow. Agreed, Mashallah I’ve been lucky and blessed. Alhamdolilah for that.

    Don’t worry I like u eating my blog space =)

    “Any way its good enuff for now to know expressome and how her mind contemnplates how to hide meaning beneath her words.”

    Hahahahhahahaha… =) how to hide meaning beneath her words….hmmm….compliment or not..im taking it as one…=)

    Hmm…*sigh* if only someone else could figure out the meaning behind and beneath all the words too =)

    And ya..we’ll just have to wait and watch out for the next falling star…

    By Blogger expressome, at Saturday, May 06, 2006 9:46:00 PM  

  • DUDE. DUDE.

    MY DRINK IS GRANDE CARAMEL MACHIATO. and everyone else is like ew thats not even coffee and im like WHO CARES IT TASTES OF BLOODY HEAVEN.

    THAT AND the fact that I LIGHT CANDLES FROM ILLUMINATIONS TOO. oh god, i bought one called cranberry dreams adn another mango one one being maroon adn the other orange and my god you light them for like five minutes and the world smells brilliant.

    yes so my point is i noticed similarities in your post with me. thus this insane comment.

    ill be back with more insanity soon :D

    By Blogger discopapaya, at Sunday, May 07, 2006 12:37:00 AM  

  • ohhh and your in rhode island? a friend of mine got into RISD recently.. i think thats there no? hes not going there aid issues. but see another random similar thing.

    By Blogger discopapaya, at Sunday, May 07, 2006 12:39:00 AM  

  • so with great difficulty i have managed to actually open yoru comment screen since blogger is still banned on world call in lahore. Kindly in thr interest of our communication check teh bloody open comments in new window option in yoir blog settings. Somehow Proxybuster, my preffered method of decieving the authorities does not allow me to vies comments unless they're in a pop up.
    Your kind attention in this matter will be appreciated.
    Thankyou.

    Sincerely,
    Beknighted

    By Blogger Phitaymaun, at Sunday, May 07, 2006 1:57:00 PM  

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