I don't feel....
I haven’t felt like myself in months now. Approximately 6 months now.
Its strange because I have become more and more introspective, im not writing much anymore, al I write are conversations with myself that get too complicated to stay inside my head. But other than that every time I sit to analyze something or try to put it in a coherent sentence I end up getting more and more tangled in a web. Someday I might sit down and actually write everything down. It’s strange, I’ve made some decisions and THANK GOD I am sticking to them and acting sensibly (to the best of my ability!), but how do I feel about these decisions?
Hmmmmm….sensible, safe, good most of the time. One thing that’s not the same…not since things were last as they were …I don’t feel….Alive.
Its strange because I have become more and more introspective, im not writing much anymore, al I write are conversations with myself that get too complicated to stay inside my head. But other than that every time I sit to analyze something or try to put it in a coherent sentence I end up getting more and more tangled in a web. Someday I might sit down and actually write everything down. It’s strange, I’ve made some decisions and THANK GOD I am sticking to them and acting sensibly (to the best of my ability!), but how do I feel about these decisions?
Hmmmmm….sensible, safe, good most of the time. One thing that’s not the same…not since things were last as they were …I don’t feel….Alive.
2 Comments:
me neither. :(
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Phitaymaun, at Monday, August 07, 2006 12:09:00 AM
Beknighted,i cant comment in ure blog. i hate it i hate it i hate it. I wrote this days ago...heres ure comment:
Mujhay kyon aaisa lagta hai jaisa kay July 16th say lay kar July 22nd kay sabh posts on your blog, mainay likhay hain??
Phir the same irony.
Like u said,why is the “you” still the “you”? yup…just like my blog. So why is it…
hmm….. “because I think you is better than she or her”.
I know, precisely.
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expressome, at Monday, August 14, 2006 1:37:00 AM
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