expressome...

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

Too great a Risk

Pl understand that it was too great a Risk...much too great.
Awkward, unnerving, painfuly vulnerable threat.
I didnt know what the reaction would be...
Would've been worse if there were no reaction at all.
I honestly DON"T wanna know...abhi.

Let the future unfold naturally....you WILL know.
I'll make sure you are aware, Inshallah...
kabhi na kabhi.

posted by expressome at 10:42 PM

7 Comments:

  • you made up for the lack of expertise in urdu poetry.

    By Blogger Read before use, at Thursday, August 11, 2005 11:42:00 PM  

  • Lately, it seems yur communicating with the you and the you alone. I hope he read the blog and the apology, hell i wanted to forgive you and there ain't a damn thing i cud forgive you for. Made me wish i had pissed someone off, every human being needs an apology like that atleast once in thier lives to truly know that they are loved and cared about.
    Dunno if you still wanna move the blog but all you really have to do for that is to log into your account and in the setting meny on the general setting page change the URL for yoru blog. And bingo no more surrender anonimity due to emotionally charged, unwitting disclosure.


    Good luck to you with the you. That's one lucky you by the way. I wish i was that kind of a You to someone, anyone. Any takers? Second hand heart up for sale people.... HELLO!!!

    :P

    Best of luck. Seems like i'm imparting hugs like mano salwa, but hey everyone i know or know of seems to be in need of one, so i got one with yoru name on it. Claim it at your convenience, no expiration, no limted time for this offer.

    And oh, this post is really too personal to be commented on, just liek the last one on which you didn't leave the option for commentary but i figured i shud tell you how to move the blog.

    Okay fine i'm deseperate to communicate with you. There, i said it. Hmph.
    Yes i'm a little psycho these days.
    Anyway Thumbs up lady!

    By Blogger Phitaymaun, at Friday, August 12, 2005 9:23:00 PM  

  • Hani: Im sorry I dont get your comment, I do understand that its criticism on my shitty attempts at urdu poetry ...hehehe BUTI dont know wat u mena when u say I made up for the lack of it...where? how?

    Beknighted: U have no idea how much I have missed you. ya, sounds crazy but I have....communicating with u...sharing ideas, notions, grief, epiphanies and euphoric moments.

    Yes, my turn to sound deranged...I do miss u.

    I will write and trust me I have ALOT to write, not to the 'you' but to you and others...

    I will wait a couple more days though and see wat happens to the blog, I dont think ill move it.....but I might...time will tell. Thank u very mcuh for the help...im an exceptional dumbass when it comes to technology.

    Hmmm....about the 'you' well....i dunno if hes lucky or extremely doomed, im not an easy person and I accept that, HOWEVER...he is a major clueless dumbnut. let's not go about with statements such as the posts are actually for the 'you'...
    a friend, a very good friend is addressed in teh past two posts,

    I am accepting the extremely needed hug u imparted...and am thoroughly grateful for it.*HUG* You just get it....you get it all. Like u said we either lead parallel lives or live in each others head, u seem to be one of the very few who understand, and not just understand but comprehend with such clarity that I am shockedat times.

    Damn, that is one very very precious second hand heart...and I hope and pray it finds a very rightful, deserving owner...Inshallah.

    Thank you soooooooo much for everything. For everything...

    I did miss u. And I hope I can get back to blogging 'normal'...hehehe if there exists such a thing on my blog. No seriously, there is something brewing up in the rusted chambers where cobwebs need to be dusted thoroughly, but I can still feel some auxilary activity relating to the larger whole instead of this tiny circle that I seem to have been stuck in for the past few weeks.

    Thank you once again.
    PS: On a side note, Bhula Naheen Paatay was a sequel to Bhula Na payain gay...except I realized it much later. I am aware ure thoughts and opinion on the first one andi am sorry to have disappointed all that had sum hope for this one...I just needed to get it out...I shall try not to inflict torture on the readers as well as the language itself...=)

    And oh, yah,Thanks for the wishes and yah...the "desperate to communicate with me" bit, i mirror it =)

    By Blogger expressome, at Saturday, August 13, 2005 12:18:00 AM  

  • this is too sweet!:)yes you deserve every bit of it sweety!

    By Blogger ~meyum & a half~, at Saturday, August 13, 2005 12:39:00 AM  

  • it's not critcism.it's appreciaion.

    By Blogger Read before use, at Saturday, August 13, 2005 10:31:00 AM  

  • :D
    What can i say now, you pretty mush said everything that i wanted to say.


    Only please don't ever ever aplogize for anything you write. Both the poems are reflections of your soul and there really is no measure for which one is better. It depends on what sits well with teh reader's frame of mind. Don't be bothered with that.
    Instead read teh two attejpts at urdu poetry i have made.

    Scroll down enough and you will find emwee
    One is titled melancholy prose (i'm personally proud of it) the othe ris nangay paoon (an attempt at comedifying angst) Would love your take on em.

    *hug*
    good to have you back.

    By Blogger Phitaymaun, at Monday, August 15, 2005 11:50:00 PM  

  • hmm...ive read nanagay paaon a couple of times actuallly! wonder y i never left u a comment on it. Shall do so now....
    as soon as i can gte my eyes to open again.....zzzzZZzzzz...(read the new post...ull know)
    =)

    By Blogger expressome, at Tuesday, August 16, 2005 8:53:00 PM  

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